damn. sucks

updated 1 whole chunk fr 8 onwards
AND just becox of smtg tt hanged, evrithings now gone!..

can i scream?


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

ohwell. nvm. its all abt this stupit day anw.
- had close interaction with yy today.
- mrfong so rocks[: he kept praising us and encouraging us.
- those 2 suckers didnt appear.
- wenxin managed to tape our songs, my daddo's gg to hear it[:
- yorkshireband tdy. lena loves the conductor.
- merrleeser malued me today cox of one silly hand.
- prac later on, evrione was so tensed up.
- &ihateyouknowwho.

asked many ppl abt our songs today.
not very positive comments indeed.
felt so disappointed.
its hard not to tear at this point in time..

dragged to sgnmarket wit dem.
they were behind us all the way can.
i hate them and im trying to avoid them as much as possible.
doraemon left suddenly, leaving evrione speechless.
sighx. anw shes fine now. goodie.

lizzo, if you're reading this,
dont sulk anymore! no use being so aggravated. chill yeah? [:

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sometimes i really duno what youre thinking.
sacrificing a little wont do any harm right.. ?
maybe my feelings were right all along.
same char ppl always mix tgt well.
i have many egs.
now youre another one.
i dont want to blif this but i guess just hafta accept.
smtimes i wonder whats actually your motive.
what are you plans, why must you do this?!
cant you just understand my thoughts for once?
you broke my trust, you shattered my hopes on you.
how can you even treat nothing has happened at all?
its difficult to admit mistakes but im totally turned off when you pretend you havent done anything..

i want to grow close to you agn,
like before.
you changed, alot.
i have no comment.
time would be the best healing factor.
just let me forget you,
ive had enough.


// i hope im letting go of you* too. i felt so out today. im determined[: +so much for my happy ending